happy new year, everybody!
(enjoy the fireworks!)
before i diei want a song to make me cry.before i die by birdlu
i want to fall asleep next to my most favorite person in the world.
i want to meet someone who understands and accepts every one of their flaws.
i want to appreciate the value of each moment.
i want to be able to say that I’ve laughed more than I’ve cried.
i want to share something with the world.
i want to wake up with a smile on my face.
i want to tell people how much they mean to me.
i want to experience one of humanity’s proudest moments and truly feel the weight of it.
i want to remember every smile.
i want to realize how good life has been.
dead flowers and teaspoonsi still remember how you mixed up teaspoons and tablespoons and how we laughed about it together. i remember how i broke the mirror and threw the scatters into your face and i remember how i was crying and how i was longing for your touch on my skin but i knew i was pulling myself away from you.dead flowers and teaspoons by Yuukon
i remember how we took off to the sky and how that made the flood of my blood calm down, like the flowers painted in the sky were calming my breath and i was afraid to kiss the sun, but i couldn't stop myself from doing it when you kissed me, because the sun was shining as bright as you were. i told you my ridicilous fantasies and you told me yours and i remember how i wanted to hold you but how i didn't dare to touch you because i was afraid it would make you come undone and scatter this wonderful dream into a thousand pieces which couldn't be mend ever again.
now i am scattered into a thousand pieces because you left, you left without a word and you didn't take off into the sky to kiss the su